are you smiling now? :)

since school started i have been pretty busy. enjoying school quite abit with contributing group members and the company of del. after sch time has been juggled between taking care of baileys, friends, family and Hun. its some sort more fulfilling but however i feel something missing. i really dont know whats that..

anyway, baileys had his final vaccination and he'll be able to go out and play soon. my baby! and the boy bingbing.. is a lil down with skin infection. poor boy, was whining in pain when we applied medicine on the big affected area. hope he'll be fine in no time .. you too, dear! take care of your body no matter what ok? i know its tough on you to take care of bingbing 24-7 and esp now that he is sick.

i also brought my baileys to my grandma's place. my ah ma and uncle loved baileys! heh heh. of course lah! he's so adorable, exactly like a baby. would cry, ask for attention, loves cuddles and being carried, knows when he does something wrong :)

as the end of the year approaches i suddenly felt that although i had not achieved much throughout this year, i cant deny that i've learnt and went through much. for the first time in my life i felt that being a year older makes so much of a difference. life is just amazing.

today i brought hun's mp3 player home cause the sound quality definitely beats that of my psp. the mp3 was his birthday gift years ago. i rem how i used to love hearing his mp3 when we first got together (my sec days). those younger days.. 2 and a half years ago. not a long period of time but sooo much has changed. my psp played Lover's concerto while i was on the way to Hun's place after school today..

How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody

Oh! See there beyond the hills
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love

You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Now, I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you
Every part of me

Oh! Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally

You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

can love really be so perfect? i believe so, although it might be a rare sight. ive heard someone once mention.. seeing perfect is when you choose to close your eyes about the imperfections. if someone has the ability for you to willingly do that.. i guess love is in the air.

family's love, frienship's love, love between the genders.

we're all still learning. if only there was a school teaching interpersonal and communication skills, registration would explode.

as much as i hope things would get interesting in life, at times when all is calm and quiet doesnt exectly mean boredom. so i guess ill use my time for beauty sleep (counter those super dark circles), manicure, masks.. whatever more.

life. tears. unspoken emotions. love. happiness.

what can we expect. what can we hope for.

the uncertainties and unforseen days. destiny loves surprises.

a cup of ice cuppaccino blend topped with whipped cream does a better job in making me smile in down times. and when life's treating me good, the cup of coffee tastes even better because of the magical potion H. H for happiness.

going for my daily dosage of vitamin C! hahha. C for cuppacino with Hun and duckies. who doesnt love suppers?