i suspect i ate my nailpolish while munching on crackers. tsk!
at one point where i was being weighed down by work, relationships, my own emotions.. and i was really feeling so down about everything. everyday i would have something which really pissed me off and i would rattle on to my friends about my complains.
".. many nights we prayed, with no prove anyone could hear. In our hearts a hopeful song, we barely understood. but we were not afraid.."
suddenly i felt that i was given a break from all these. miraculously (because i really didnt know why) things took on a bent for the better. work is reduced, ive been feeling more positive about things which are happening around me (really, theres no point harbouring those revengeful or angry thoughts because probably you will be the only one suffering. no matter what happens, bear hope and always think positive if things dont happen your way. love yourself the most.), and most importantly.. Hun and i are enjoying time together. the many breakdowns felt like a recharge and a sign for a new start. no matter whether things will stay like this for long, im crossin my fingers about it and Thank God already. If only it was this easy to maintain a relationship and stay out of distractions and foul tempers.
a new sch term shall commence on 20th oct, our 2 and a half years anni. haha. haiya! anyway.. its kinda sian facing that many projects and tutorials and lectures and project meetings and super long breaks between lessons. tsk. just give me that cert!!
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