ive got 2 Individual Journals and 4 exam subjects which (all ) are untouched to cover in .. exactly 3 days. can u believe it? how last minute i am? gosh.
anyway im still stealing time to blog cause im so brained dead working on my retail management IJ. grrr. cant wait for the holidays but still, there will be projects and othe IJs to complete. thats tp.
Today.. Hun came to sch to meet me after my consultation with the tutor ended. We went to visit his grandma in hospital. I really hope she'll be fine. her health is failing her and she is really weak. she couldnt even eat a spoonful of porridge. sigh. all she did was sleep and sleep and sleep. cross fingers. then i popped by Hun's place to see bingbing's training and try to study. Seriously, if i dont change to be more efficient ill die jialat jialat man!
The past few days had been rather good, meeting my girl del for some talk over Macs, going to pasar malam with Hun, catching up with an old friend (Lerelyn), giving my baby baileys showers of attention and all. Havent got time for my vanity must-do's though. I look forward to the end of tests -- body scrubs, facials, eye brow trimming, shopping..
but right now, i feel that i have to find something more interesting to keep me occupied in all my free time. something's lacking. prolly because im a lil too insecure.
talking bout this, my conversation with many girls have been revolving bout the topic of guys and bfs. i always tell them, love yourself above all. Because thats what i really really believe in. If you love yourself, you'll be self confident enough. and your partner can naturally feel it! no point going goo goo gaa gaa over whats done, crying over spilled milk. when a problem is met, pick yourself up no matter whats happen, good or bad. and there's a thought that has been stubbornly stucked to me since day 1 .. girls have a stand to make, an image to protect - precisely because we are the weaker beings, in body and in the heart. (we have to learn to stop doing dumb things. that wont benefit other or ourselves) People say women are dumb, i dont deny that fact. Because sometimes we get so emotionally agitated we do stupid things. then we regret over what we've done. as im typing this im actually reminding myself to. the worse part is, we get so emotionally unstable that easy! (anger, sadness, emo, touched, heart thumps a thousand times a second, happy, overjoyed, and worst when it comes to relationships). sometimes, whats lost cannot be found back. im not exactly talking bout losing your partners. think values, think how people perceive you, think how u feel bout yourself. anwyay, we'll all get to understand it at different points of our lives.
someone please come up with a miraculous pill, can be named.. "Becoming a smarter and stronger women". HA.
OK NUFF ' SAID BUT GUYS ARE NOT ANGELS EITHER. we all know that.
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