this is bad. i just realised that i have formed a really really bad impression of guys in general and im hyper sensitive to them and their (fill-in-the-blank) nature. and yes, i stereotyped.
thats bad. my bad.
(takes a deep breath)
anyway, we celebrated daddy's birthday today. was all busy and perspiring and .. im just glad it turned out alright. i love my family.
work is on tomorrow and im still thinking of whether to work next month. should i? wanna enjoy my holidays but my wallet would be suffering big time.
im wondering if dee is back in sg.
as ive told a friend, life has been treating me better. im happy enough. simplicity. there's so much more to it. it keeps my mind nourished with love (in general) and positivity. all in all, there's no feeling of great tension or stress. physical strains arent a problem. even money issues are not - even though my assets are already in negatives. it justs keeps my mind safe, and not wandering off random issues like it has always done. i know im talking abstract. well, im a dumb girl. and i love to have my life simple. (if i had a choice)
for now, i love my bed, my blanket, my air con, and my laptop. just right for a good night's rest.
tonight i will go to bed feeling warm and fuzzy inside - for no clear reason. i guess thats girls for you. or it might be just me - im totally aware of my relatively serious mood swings. who cares, anyway :) its alrdy a relief not to be baked by the heat outside. someone shout global warming.
oh man. i need some time to upload and caption those (many) photos.
for now, tata.
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