today i laughed

its funny. life is funny. it really is. today i experienced it a couple times harder than i usually did.
people affect people. you affect others. others affect you. some people dont make big impression in others' life... its like a neighbour out for a stroll(you hardly take notice). some people dont have to do anyting out of the world to make you remember/think about/attracted to/hate/disgust/adore/appreciate/respect yada-yada-yada.. (the list goes on).

now pause for a sec. ( not some life- wasting quiz. its worthy a ponder upon.)
think abt this ... recently, who has made you...
1. feel excited
2. feel appreciated
3. feel attracted to ( heck care the crush/love/flirt/ whateva donkey)
4. feel intimidated
5. feel motivated (may it be for yourself or others' sake)
6. feel down or upset
7. feel angry and bursting red
8. feel like you wanna laugh at them
9. feel scared
10. feel insecured ( love/ego/goals/direction/decision/ whateva donkey)
11. feel loved
12. worried about for
13. wanna get closer to
14. wanna pour your woes to
15. wanna celebrate your joys with big feasts with
16. wanna take care of
17. wanna scream at and get away from him/her
18. feel like he/she can hold u firmly

you spent the past 2 mins reading through the list. wonder if anyone pops up in your head immediately.. it most prolly came up to a handful of names. but guess what? despite the many names..

you live for yourself. if only u are happy, everything would seem worth it to do.
just try to be happy ( i use the word 'try' in this fierce world). things would fall in place. a person's greatest charm is being true to oneself. trust me.

we live in a world where nothing/ no one is indisposable.

it set me thinking.. if one day i can ever come up with the answer..
i would have gone through those peaks and falls larger than what i had lived through.

i am still young. naive/stupid. i can admit. i hope ill grow smarter.

its funny. all too funny.

people actions character feelings. just about enough to subdue everyone, i reckon. ( we all have a weak spot for that )

its that funny. just laugh .. if u actually can.

just treasure what you have before you loose it. as for those that are coming head on.. y'know it will and it will come..





anti-climax stuff: can all of u just becareful when crossing the road / taking mrt / driving / coming home late or at quiet places, etc etc? news of people sacrificing their lives in accidents scares me. have seen more recently. heard abt the recent mrt accident? thats just one of em'. PLEASE. JUST BE CAREFUL.